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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius Jess17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Jessie is the name, no not jessica or jezebelle or anything else that you can come up with that would extend my name to be more then 6 letters long, just Jessie or if you so please Jess or Jay. and yea i know its normally a guy name but hey, i rock it good ;p
as you can tell i am a zelda fan XD not hard to figure, i do work with digital pencil paint and others...not necessarily good work -.-;; i mean hey i am a first year art student at my school, this art stuff is new XD but i am getting better and will continue to do so until....well until i i think i am where i want to be

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: under the bed muhahahaha
  • Interests: tons of things XD
  • Favourite movie: lion king
  • Favourite band or musician: hmmm idk
  • Favourite genre of music: i like all music
  • Favourite artist: monet
  • Favourite poet or writer: hm i have lots actually
  • Favourite style of art: drawing on the computer and photography
  • MP3 player of choice: my littlle outdated nano XD
  • Shell of choice: conch? lol
  • Wallpaper of choice: one with green preferably
  • Favourite game: zelda!
  • Favourite cartoon character: hmmm idk i like a lot of them
  • Personal Quote: if theres ever a moment hen were not together keep me in your heart and ill stay there forever

crushed

Mon Jan 25, 2010, 1:03 PM
sooooooooo yea exactl as title says...i am crushed...

college s not an easy thing to do or even think about...i think this weekend i did something tht was a bit braver then i am and required a lot more then i have...

i did portfolio day at ringling college -.-

for those of you that don't know about it...ringling is an art college in sarasota florida. its ok...i guess :shrug: and portfolio day is a day that art students go and show their artwork to colleges from around the country or in some cases *cough couh parsons cough* the world.

well as ive mentioned i am a first year art student meaning i never got the chance that these people had with leaning since freshman year ( i am a senior) on how to draw and paint "correctly". i was not born with any talent i possess i learned because i wanted to :victory: i am very happy with my achievment thus far actually...but showing my artwork to colleges used to meeting seniors and juniors born and given experience in art :dead: i got crushed. part of me wants to stay away from art the other part however wants to keep going cuz it makes me happy. im not gonna quit all together and maybe i shouldnt have teken it as hard as i did but damn it hurt having people nit pick everything and i mean EVERYTHING

after 2 colleges i couldnt do anymore i went outside and waited for people to come back (it was a somewat weekend field trip it kicked ass cept for this one part) i was doing good not to cry cept wen my teacher asked how i did -.- i broke at that point and people saw me cry counldnt help it tho :shrug: i am embarassed but meh ill live tho i could have done withut my teacher trying to make me feel better by saying "i should not have let you go see them it was a mistake." she was trying to be nice i am sure but at the same time damn -.-

anyways the rest of the weekend was fun tho this did dampen it a bit...

on top of all of this i miss reading -.- i kno it sounds nerdy but i love to read and no one NO ONE will bring me to the freakin library!!!

k yea so done with rant
have a good week :)

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: anywhere
  • Reading: i need a library!!!
  • Watching: people
  • Playing: twilight princess
  • Eating: pizza!
  • Drinking: strawberry soda

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Comments


:iconminatomagic:
Thanks for the watch :D
:iconanimeprincess74:
no problem :) nice work

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go now >.<
:icongranados602:
Thanks for the watch!

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Dying is easy , living scares me to death !
:iconanimeprincess74:
nps nice work ;love it!

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~if life gives you lemons make lemonade....then go find the guy that got vodka in life and throw a PARTAY~

Hogwarts isn't giving up their secret, but I know they know where Narnia is!!!!

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go now >.<
:iconaleksandracupcake:
Thank you very much for the watch :hug:

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[link] - my portfolio

[link] - my T-shirt shop
:iconanimeprincess74:
no problem wonderful work :)

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~if life gives you lemons make lemonade....then go find the guy that got vodka in life and throw a PARTAY~

Hogwarts isn't giving up their secret, but I know they know where Narnia is!!!!

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go now >.<
:iconstellarangel23:
thanks for the fave!

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Stellz?!?
:iconanimeprincess74:
no problem loved it :3

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~if life gives you lemons make lemonade....then go find the guy that got vodka in life and throw a PARTAY~

Hogwarts isn't giving up their secret, but I know they know where Narnia is!!!!

[link]

go now >.<
:iconstellarangel23:
thanks still!

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Stellz?!?
:iconardanae:
Thank you for the watch:love:

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